How could I have pretended you were still the one when clearly I was still a choice and not your only one

It killed me, to pretend it didn't hurt me

I need to find the missing puzzle to be complete

Searching for something that can't be found

I dont know if its worth a try
if its worth fighting for
if its what i want

I love you now I loved you then I loved who we were when we were then
you have my heart you had my soul
I wouldn't want it anymore
So look at now and look at me
Could you still tell, would you believe?