State of shock and lack of thought
Bleeding out...

Screaming through a broken dream
Waking up to hell on Earth...

I saw a little girl today
Wide smile and loving eyes...

And even though I'm not beside you
At this moment your in my thoughts...

Standing here before this wall
The one you've put around yourself...

Stand before my broken heart
The one you tore apart...

You asked me how much I loved you
So I told you to close your eyes...

Looking at your picture in this desolate room
Thinking of you and what you used to mean to me...

My emotions hold me down
Their the reason I live the way I do...

The song thats bound within my head
Like a book falling loose from broken threads...

Past mistakes, murderous dreams
Suicidal lullaby...

As I thought the lyrics to this poem
I wandered to myself why write this little piece...