Girls friend: u have 2 face ur fears

Girl: but they scare me?

Don't know were i am going...
don't know when i'll be back...
not going to be missed...
i'm not putting on an act.
Don't you start to worry...
there's so much to achieve...
as much as i hate it here...
i could never turly leave.

Its 2 much 4 her-standing on the clifs edge she shuts her eyes tight...
takes 1 step forward and ends it all that night...

Burried in my blankets-eyes shut so tight...
make it go away-at least for the night...

Boy: im mad at you not responding to me
Boy: fine, i got 2 go
Boy signed off
Girl: wait! im srry i was eating uh please call me!
Girl: im srry
Girl: i love you...

~a real ending of an IMing coversation between to friends~

Love is such a strong word yet it is often passed around like nothing

There was a day were i thought u loved me...
but like every other day, it passed...

Me: (smileing) Im fine. Its not that big of a deal
Girl: (wit an angry face stomps foot) Dont lie 2 me like that! I know ur hurting!

~she really is a good friend~

Wen i say "im fine" and smile, for once i want some 2 relize i really mean "help me"

I'm running...with my eyes closed faster faster i go, wind blasting in my face, lungs ready 2 burst, hoping not 2 run in2 anything, it's almost as if i'm flying, maybe if i run long enough i'll run in2 him...anyway i'll be back later...