I don't want to ignor my problems anymore, for once i want someone to care enough to try and work it out with me, but i guess that's asking to much

Im so sick of drama! no one is who i thought they were anymore. it's happening again! everything i found comfort in is now dark and scary. i just want everything to be ok again.

I miss the feeling i got wen i thought u liked me 2, but i guess that was just another lie i told my self

Don't try to understand me, just love me

I'm scared of being alone...
yet i push people away.
I'm scared of being hurt...
yet i wear my heart on my sleaves.
I say i don't love him...
yet i think i just might.

Drugs, liquor, cutting...they all just numb the pain, but love destroys it all completly

Drugs, liquor, cutting...they all just numb the pain, but love destroys it all completly

I just want someone to ask if i'm ok...even though i'll lie.

Her pain leads 2 tears...
his pain leads 2 anger.
Her tears leads 2 her deprestion...
his anger leads 2 loosing control.
Her deprestion leads 2 self-inflicting pain...
his loosing control leads to hurting others.
Which is really worse?

Im scared of being alone and i hate that about myself!! so 2 prove 2 myself i can handle it i pushed every1 i love away wen i needed them the most...and now im livivg a nightmare all alone