I dont no what ive done. .
i dont no what ive became. .
i dont no who i am anymore. .
i dont no if anyone is still out there. .
i just dont no. .

You changed my life
made me feel good again
&& now all i want is too hold you
i wish you didnt live so far away. .

These scars aint going to stay hidden for much longer
i hope i pray i can do it all over again
i wish for the pain to go away
i just want to be able to sleep again
&& not be so haunted. .

Im sorry i never ment to act that way
im sorry. .

Am i cursed or something??
i have lost 3 people in three months. .
i dont think i could live through the 4th. .

Im sick of feeling like a used up s#*t
i wish some guy would see me for me and not my body. .
beauity is more than skin deep. .

I wana die right now just
so i can hear your voice one last time...
so i can feel your touch one last time...
so i can say goodbye one last time...
RIP brown nanny xx

Everything was just a big game to you a lie
i never want to see you again

As i layed there
you out your arms around my body
you hold me in a warm embrace
your touch fills me with warmth
i turn n kiss you...

Once you were a friend but now you have weaved your way into my heart i sleep and think of you i talk to you and my heart flies i think i really do love you