I scream at the top of my voice
but my dreams are so shattered silence is my only...
I have this feeling in the back of my mind
like i am heartbroken every time...
A tear drops from my eye
as i cut from left to right...
I'm losing the thought of being with you
and having the feeling of what we had is through...
I'm sorry for the pressure
and I'm sorry for the pain...
I miss seeing granddad
i miss hearing his voice...
I'm crying away the anger and the pain
I'm crying once more I'm crying again...
I will wait all day until the end of time
i will wait forever until you are mine...
I hold my teddy bear
i hold it close...
Why have i
become the way i am...
Theres this hollow space inside me
filled with hatred and gilt...
My daddy doesn't love me
you can see it in his eyes...