Teddy bear

I hold my teddy bear
i hold it close
for the pain i feel
only it knows

it knows the memories
i hold of you
and it knows the pain
you left me to hold on to

it holds the tears
that fall within
it holds each dark memory
and each bloodfull sin

each time i cry
it comforts
each time i bleed
it hurts

each time i cut
its there with a towel
and each time i brake
my forgotten vowel

to sleep with my eyes
and to cry with my heart
and to wait until its there
to fall apart

it tells me "you will never be alone
when i am in your heart"
and to hold it close
when the braking starts