I had dreams of a day when I would feel okay
I had hopes that after a while, this pain would go...

Wasting away this life I was given
Each breathe is one I wish I never had...

Walking through the night, dark and alone
No one around and nothing to see...

I've never felt your touch on my skin
Or had your soft lips on mine...

This room is getting smaller, each breath a bit...
Found the bottom and there's nowhere to escape...

I close my eyes to push this away
But stronger hands pull it back quickly...

Love.
Such a small word for such a big feeling...

Did I make the right choices?
Am I seeing what I'm supposed to see...

I close my eyes to make this feeling go away
But the hopelessness won't stop creeping in...

I haven't been living
I haven't been alive...

Falling farther and farther down
The wind whipping at my back...

I can feel my sanity slowly disappear
As my grip gets tighter, it only slips farther...