I go through every single day
hoping there will finally come and end
to this deadly love between us.

I'm toxicated by your precious touch
I'm poisoned by your gentle words
I'm addicted to your bitter kiss

I guess you are my sweetest drug
the one I can't seem to let go of
but I can't hold on either.

I guess this is the end
since you were my beginning.

I heard our song on the radio
like five times today
It's like it's God's intention
to make me feel as bad as possible.

The history we share together
is just impossible to errase
I will never forget
that spark between us
that unconsciously grewed into
this overwelming love

If only my friends could help me
the way I try to help them when they feel low

If only they would realize
how much I need them right now

If only
they did
But they just don't.

And why do I still care
when you don't ?

And sometimes
all you need is just a simple hug
from your bestest friend
to convince you everything will
be allright at the end
(cliche but oh so true)

If I loved myself
I would have let go of you
when I still had the chance
'cause it would have spared me
oh so much pain

They say
I can get so much better than him
They say
he's just not worth living for
But I just don't care
whatever they say
cause I know
he's the only one
who I'll ever love.