Before I met you
I made so many mistakes...

"I am not the coward you take me for."
He scowled at my confession...

Blame me
I know you already do...

Save me
I beg silently...

Liar
That's what they label me...

Validation
A word I endlessly seek...

The invisible rope
pulls me in all directions...

Smash
Swinging fists and fury...

Let's try this again
Re-open a wound...

Pink hoodie
Now red...

Blood
terror spilt...

You wrote to me,
It made me sad...