I feel so much agony, So much pain burning me...
Those with so much only crave for more. Like a...

Why do I care?
When really I don’t...

Tell me why I did it,
How have I let myself do this again...

Body shaking with eyes full of tears,
No way to let out a mind full of fears...

Today i died loving you,
But happy that you found her heart...

What am I thinking?
I’d love to know...

Why do you make me feel like,
I’m not worth a thing...

Everyday I think of you,
And how much you mean to me...

I would not be this,
The perfect girl that you see...

Why are you pushing me away?
Why do you no longer care...

Mind is numb body is drained,
Screaming inside shivering in pain...

What is happening to us?
To you and to me...