I'm sorry that you loved me,
I'm sorry that you made time for me...
I'm sorry for who I've become,
I'm sorry for what I've become...
When I married forever you said it would last...
I sit here now with our three kids contemplating...
I gave you love and you pushed me away,
I gave you trust and you lied to me...
Watch the blood poor from my veins like a water...
Sometimes I look upon my life and think back to...
I have asked for forgiveness many times over but...
I'm depressed, sometimes I get so depressed I can...
My jaw tightens...
I loved you always forever and ever. You were the...
I Love you grandma and I miss you very much...
I still see your face in my dreams it hurts and it...
Tonight we die,
bodies numb...
Fall into your dream bounce upon the pillows in...
Screech and scream, rip and tare, the once living...
Take this life away from me,
no more pain can I take...