I'm depressed, sometimes I get so depressed I can...
My jaw tightens...

Do you know how want and fearful comes death at...

Close your eyes crawl in your brain close the door...

Ever wonder, Death estranged visions after life...

Take this life away from me,
no more pain can I take...

Your not asleep, your not awake yet this is a...
Do as you may this kingdom you seek does not exist...

Fall into your dream bounce upon the pillows in...
Screech and scream, rip and tare, the once living...

I'm sorry for who I've become,
I'm sorry for what I've become...

Watch the blood poor from my veins like a water...

What is fake becomes real, what is real becomes...
This is not fantasy but merely the future a new...

When I married forever you said it would last...
I sit here now with our three kids contemplating...

A book with no words,
musice with no notes...