Your not asleep, your not awake yet this is a dream this is where your mind becomes lost "sleep" say's the dragon it's your time to die a percetion, a misconception more like have you lost your way.
Do as you may this kingdom you seek does not exist it is merely admist does he speak to you he does to me awake, awake from this life this is a sleep a sleep of realism but not quite, you don't live, you don't bleed you read to escape your mind does not your not free you will never be awake.
