Friend: Wow, With John you look so happy for the first time since you && Shaun broke up
Me: *smile* Nah
Friend: Seriously..
Me: Maybe I'm just tired of crying over him...I just want to be happy!

Isnt it funny how there is this one thing you HATE about him...
But once your no longer together,
Thats the one thing you miss so much...</3

Isn't it just the funniest thing to finally think your getting over him..
Until the smallest things remind you of the times you Two were together..
&& All the pain comes rushing back..
You end up Missing him all over again </3

Once I found out you were with her I cryed...
Then I laughed Because She could never Love you Like I do!

You told me you loved me
You told me you cared
You promised me forever
You said You would always be there
...
Do you love me?
Do You care?
Still Forever?
If so...
Why aren't you there???

Friend: Wow..your just not the same without him
Me: Why is that?? Is it because Im forced to put on this fake smile && act okay???
Friend: ????
Me: Yea...He made me this way.. </3

Him: I Cant take this...Its over..
Me: *cry*
Him: Dont cry baby..Life goes on...This isnt forever..Give me a week...I just need time to think us through...I do still love you

How can You love me enough to break my heart??

Him: Your her
Me: Who???
Him: The Love of my life
...........
Latley I have been spending each restless night replaying that convo in my head...
&& all I want to know is WHAT HAPPENED?

I cant even listen to the radio anymore,
Because somehow each song puts me back to the time,
When I was in the passenger's seat of your mustang as you sung all the words to me....

How could someone I love so much...
Hurt me this bad???