Everytime he holds me he whispers "forever" in my ear & I feel like ive finally found the one <3

Duhh I love you..but trying to explain it, is like trying to explain how water tastes...its completely impossable <3

Love can be misleading...
No matter how much you feel as though your on top of the world,
Some where else your always on the bottom...

Maybe Ive sorda, kinda Fallen for you...& I just want to make sure Im not getting attached on my own....I want to make sure you'll be there to catch me before I hit the ground

Im still stuck hanging on to the words you said
..."It'll be okay"
......WELL TELL ME WHEN?? Because I havnt quite made it to my okay yet?

The sun still shines, The people still laugh & live life, the ocean still flows, & the world is still spinning
....I feel like thier mocking me..
Dont they know you dont Love me anymore?
</3

He whispered he missed me
I pulled away & said "you didnt miss me too much"...& pointed to the hickey on his neck
</3

I never knew the pain in my heart
Would hurt me to this degree
But isn't that what happens
When I Love him..&& he doesn't Love me...?

I try to fight it
&& Just say I'm fine...
I constantly pray
Things will get better in time...

</3

..I must say being with him is the happiest Ive been since you...
But I do admit I feel an emptiness in my heart...I feel a coldness when he says I love you...
Because deep down I know I could never love him the way I loved
Y O U....</3