You're probably sleeping but you're on my mind,
This life has been cruel, yet you have been kind...

I apologize, my love, for I am an addict,
For all the things this world refused to share...

Flesh,puss,blood and bone,
my all time favorite thing...

You were my world,
And yet you crumbled...

I don't cry for anyone,
At least not anymore...

I call your name, but you are not mine,
You are not mine anymore...

I won't believe a word you say,
And baby it's going to take time...

Please do not hate me,
because I already do...

This feeling in me isn't like any other,
Words cannot describe the ache in me, as a million...

When with you, I was labelled trash.
Then you left me, burned up, ash...

As I look in the mirror, I touch what is there,
A male in his 20's, with two tone hair...

There must be a method to my madness,
Blinded by rotting, anger and sadness...