I thought of you today
and that song they used to play...

I never thought itd come to this
I dont want to do this now...

I've been crying all alone
in a secretive empty place...

I'm just a girl who blends in with the walls
and you don't recognize in a crowd...

If you're expecting a perfect gorgeous girl
then you've alread made a wrong turn...

It's been weeks since we last spoke
since your eyes locked with mine...

Fire burning in your eyes
chaos that controls my mind...

You hurt me in ways you'll never understand
you've deminished my feelings to the very end...

I'll write a million words
but they wouldn't begin to say how i feel...

What happened to the boy who said I was something...
That I was one in a million, unique, beautiful...

I admit I am insecure
I am worried about my clothes...

Dear Ryan,
You'll never know the way you make me feel...