You've touched my life in a special and unique...
in the thoughtful words you choose to say...

Why does my heart flicker with a light?
Is continuous vulnerability i fight...

Why are you still in my head!
I truly wish i moved on instead...

Grandma as referred to all of them as the three...
She loved watching them even when fighting over...

Today we would have celebrated your 68th birthday,
If only i could spend one last moment with you i...

Under the moonlight glow,
Another pleasurable memory i get to know...

Clarity in motion,
Smoke clouds have cleared...

I began to see,
A different man standing before me...

So hard, difficult & impossible,
Nothing ever clear easy or simple...

Exhausted feeling broken,
Through words left unspoken...

Haunting my dreams, my thoughts and my fears,
Constantly struggling to hold back my tears...

One day I stood in darkness,
And asked myself...