My best friend right? you had to go there.. ya'll can have eachother for all I care. You guys arent gonna have me in the end.. I know how you both are now.. fake and pretend.

You best friend right? Just maybe one day you'll see the light. Everyone is fake in some way. You will finally figure out who someone is.. one day.

Be yourself thats all you can do. You cant play it off as anyone else but you. Dont follow everyone or say what they say. Because You will be living a lie every single day.

I cant hold onto something that wants to let go. I cant show my feelings i have to let them not show. I have to find someone who Loves me for me.. n not soemthing that i cannot be.

I know we wont work because we've already tried. I know that I need to be strong and hold myself back from starting to cry. Ill miss you.. but you wont miss me. I know that one day you will see.

You were my sun during the day. you were the star to show me the way. the sun is covered the stars went home. I sit here crying lost and alone.

Trying to work thing out.. trying to move on each day with out a doubt. Trying to gain what we had once before. But how do I know you wont walk out that door?

No therapist can tell me whats wrong with me. Tell my how to cure it. and expect me to tell her thing I wouldnt even tell my friends.

Its scary to think that they know you better than you know yourself.

No expression none at all. I just brace myself as I begin to fall. I'll never beat this battle no matter how hard I try. My mind and body just want me to die.