I smell the fresh toxic paint,
I feel so excited I could faint...

Darkness I see every day,
It seems like it will never go away...

My safe place,
where i can always come...

I want to go to sleep,
and count many sheep...

Today isn't a good day,
I dont want to stay...

I sit at my desk,
and have a rest...

I think much more then i should,
maby more then you could...

I cant smile,
not for a mile...

I feel the sorrow,
i cant seem to follow...

I cant control my mind,
i feel the sorrow...

My hands are shaking,
my nerves are pulsing...

Where the fear of the future never goes away,
where my tears seem to stay...