I always get these things wrong.
i thought you were perfect!!
but you turned out the same as the rest.

(Upseting&&Heartless)

Sooner or later your gunna realize that the reason i started loving you was because of y.o.u

..not so you could fall in love with her

I cant stop LAUGHING
I cant stop SMILING
&& I cant stop LOOKING around,

i havent done this for a long while,

and i think you the reason why :)

Daddy why do you leave me sitting here alone crying about life and why your living it without me.

And every time you world falls down,
Don't rely on him to catch you,
or you might just drown.

I saw those girls staring at me. And i guess it wasnt a nice look. but ha! i used to live of what those girls said. but ive got you now. so stuff em.

My last and final words, would it really matter to anyone?

Why werent you there dad? did you care that i sat on the kitchen floor screaming at the world.did you care that i got out that sharp knife because of the pain you left me?

"yours, silly", he assured me.

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Ive lost all reasons to smile, and the knife is cutting deeper into my heart.