Why is it one day im smiling myself to sleep

but the next day im under a raining cloud searching everywhere for a reason to smile.

Talking to you is what gets me through my day in one piece <3

I walked around,
with no expression on my face,
no expression in my heart,

</3

When time changes
and everyone around us moves on
ill still be holding on to ur hand.

Dad,
how can you even step foot near me wen ill i do is scream in pain
at the thought of my childhood.

When my life spatters down onto the footpath,
you make me smile
feel proud and walk alittle taller.

And when the bell rings to head of to class, you see them,
kissing gently, higher than everyone else,
looking down onto there kingdom,
she has her own fairytale,
and hes her price.

As he shood above me rubbing me back,
his eyes glanced down,
then glanced back up.
just missing the cuts i placed there that morning.

I look up from the ground only to see you smiling up at me <3

I asked you what you did at school today,

and almost imediately,
your reply was,

'I Was Waiting For You'

<3