I remember the first time i met him.
he was so cool and funny and crazy all at the same...

Little painted nails and toes,
this is the life i almost chose...

I'm sorry daddy,
that i told...

The king of sorrow,
he slouches in his throne...

It doesn't matter anymore,
The lies are just a blur...

You watched it all go down first hand,
The rise, the fall, the crash...

This diamond sifted from sands of glitter,
Is created from the blood of red Crystals...

Pills.
Pills...

Listen as i tell you everything,
all thats been going through my mind...

I cant breathe, I can't think,my mind is numb, I'm...

Here in the splendor that is my mind,
I hollow a space for myself deep behind my ribs...

Pent up-unknown experiences,
Blocked by pain that my mind was unable to store...