Better off

I cant breathe, I can't think,my mind is numb, I'm on the brink,My heads not working, i think I'm scared,my heart is racing, so unprepared. For this new news, I'm angry, I'm lost, so angry. But wouldnt i be better off, better off without you, all that youve put me through in the past two weeks, you'd think i never knew. But hell yes i knew, i could see it in you're eyes, all that you saw when you looked at her, how could this be a surprise? Come on you think i couldn't tell? The way you cradled her in your mind, the way your imagination caressed her,this was all way too easy to find. But you claim that you only loved me, the whole time we were going out, well let me tell you, i dint believe you, your excuse was just your way out. So right now i want to kill someone, but i guess that means i still care. and now that you've gotten over me, your heart i must beware. And now that I'm getting over you, i cry but it doesn't matter, you laugh and it hurts so god damn much, my soul you seem to have battered. Goodbye ill say to all those days, all those days we used to spend together, because now i know and always will, that nothing i forever.