I tried to die the other day,
but something held me back...

I hold my teddy really tight,
listening to my daddy fight...

I know that I'm addicted,
i know i am the one that daddy convicted...

This is to my baby brother.... i miss you and will...
dear Tyler...

Life brings you struggles,
and when you get in trouble...

Life is a long road,
and you carry a heavy load...

Darkness turns to day,
i have found a way...

I don't care anymore if i let you down,
I'm not used to having you around...

Should i save that wish,
the wish that i have...

My hands, they shake,
my blood it pours...

I deserve to rot in hear,
thatnks for your kind words my dear...

I haven't felt this way in along time,
its always been an uphill battle i say ill climb...