I'm scared of forever..

Cause forever may not be long enough with you..

Someone said "dont settle for the one you could live with, settle for the one you cant live without"..

So that's why I left you.

Curled in a ball,
lying cold and dead,
on the bathroom floor.

"I'm fine" is what I said,
going over these lies in my head.

She likes the pleasure, she likes the pain, but she loves the manipulative mind game.

I hope you die, you know why?, cause then you would have died without me, so now you can see, what it's like to be living like me.

It's true what they say, the nights feel longer, but but it's just not fair cause without you I'm still not getting stronger.

God only wants us to know, sometimes being strong means letting go.

Always looking down on me, it was never enough,, Mum always said your love was "tough",, But now your gone, I realised I dont care,, the love I thought I had,, was never there.

At first I wanted to know how to get him,,but now I wanna know how to keep him here,, ;xx