'&& now I sit here writing on my notepad, about the best guy in the world who I once had.

Only one thing left unsaid, as she pulls the trigger on the gun aimed at her head.

Dont fake like your okay, dont fake like your happy to wake up each day, at night I hear you crying, good on the outside but inside your dying-----x

Do I really have to say how I feel, cause everyone will make a big deal.- Does it really matter how I feel inside? Leave me alone I'd rather sit and hide. xx

I'm tired of all this lying, I'm sick of all this crying, IsaidI'mfine, look at me and say "tell-the-truth" just this one time.

At first I wanted to know how to get him,,but now I wanna know how to keep him here,, ;xx

Always looking down on me, it was never enough,, Mum always said your love was "tough",, But now your gone, I realised I dont care,, the love I thought I had,, was never there.

God only wants us to know, sometimes being strong means letting go.

It's true what they say, the nights feel longer, but but it's just not fair cause without you I'm still not getting stronger.

I hope you die, you know why?, cause then you would have died without me, so now you can see, what it's like to be living like me.