I cant stand living life in shame
i know what i did...

blonde moment is when :
you forget to breathe...

Everyday
i think of you...

I have voices in my head
every night when I'm in bed...

I see the knife
the shiny blade...

I'm scared that you don't know
the way i feel inside...

Death is coming closer .
I'm living life in shame...

A tear starts to form
And rolls down my cheek...

I hate lieing to myself every time i here your...
every time i say i hate you i know its not true...

I don't know what it is bout you that makes me...
i know what you've done before and felt the pain...

If i die
would you care...

Everyday i look for you
i see your face and i start to smile...