My heart aches with the torment I have allowed.
It seeps in when I realise that the noose is...

My body is slowly getting worse.
I know it's nearly time...

I hate being alone.
I try to make friends but they quickly get bored...

Flowers cover the grounds
From red to purple...

I can't remember when I felt peace
Like a thorn trapped under my skin...

Sliding down a dark and muddy terrain.
Nothing to grab as you scramble to gain control...

Wedding bells chime but I know not for me.
A wedding dress so pretty will never be fitted on...

You were my friend, you made me happy.
Through the sadness u were there and it made me so...

When I'm a child you loved me so much you only...
When I was a adult you bashed me until I couldn't...

In my shelter of darkness, a soothing cool breeze...
I reach out to touch the sunlight as if a rare...

The nights darkness enters and at the same time my...
The cell is my security and only my will and...

The days grow long
The feelings are not so strong...