I looked at her with those red swollen eyes, and asked her if I would ever smile again. She looked at the picture of him in my hand and said, not till you let go.

And to both of them I'm just some toy.

And the tears began again,
From a text message sent by an @$$40L3 and a so-called friend

Sometimes I just wish I could get you out of my head, and forget all that was said.

I know in truth that I will feel better, once the pains washed away by the tears, and my eyes learn to hide these fears. I know in truth that this is my hearts final trial, and even if it kills me, I am going to smile.

I tell myself that I' m over it and over you again and again. Unfortunately I' m going on week two and still it' s not true.

Today seems to be the perfect day, to start fresh, begin a new, and pretend I never loved you

Its the little things u taught her, with the kisses then the hits. The whole u put in the wall where her head had once been. The night she said no but u didnt take that answer. u taught her to believe she deserved her scars and the sh!t u put her through.

Never meant for it to end up this way ... This war between youre heart and mine ... But it wasnt our choice it just wasnt our time

Tried to show you I was ok that things were finally back to normal ... But then you went and f 'uck3d it all back up ... Great now my hearts just been put back in the same space ... With me on the floor and a blade in it's proper place