This is not goodbye
As you watch my final breath...

Received a letter from you today
Ran up to my room...

Calling out in the night
No words, no shouts, no sound...

Cutting through the darkest night
Of my bleeding broken life...

They say they care
yet who are they to know...

Pain torments my arm as I write away
Writing away throughout my day...

Why won't you come?
why won't you see...

Walking alone in the dark street
No one here,nobody to meet...

Standing still yet slipping away
I'm idle with despair...

Tears pour like a neverending stream
Of sorrow, of pain, an evil dream...

What did I do to cause this mess
What have I done to spark distress...

I used to wish for a heart of stone
That no love would hold...