I miss you so bad
your smile haunts my dreams...

Looking in the mirror is frightening sometimes
because I am not totally my own...

Never wanting to sleep
because your reality is better than any dream...

I'm looking back at all the times that you said
'It'll be okay...

I'm looking back at all the broken yesterdays
like you said never to do...

You may lose your memory but you never lose your...
just stand outside and let your tears be mingled...

I'm staring at the sky
hoping to catch a glimpse of the universe...

I stand with my eyes raised high
my arms away from my sides...

Dull blue eyes
I'm staring at you without seeing...

Shattered from the inside out
Pierced within by shards of doubt...

God can't hear me
neither can you...