I'm very much disappointed in myself, really... to think that I could have change this boy, who is still stuck in his own past while I'm struggling to keep from drowning in mine.

Do whatever it is you feel like doing, and don't bother to explain, really... I don't need to see or hear to know and believe me, I rather NOT know.

All I want is right here, but I don't live here anymore.

Home sweet hell.