As I gaze at the moon on this hot summer night,
I feel the warmth of your presence beside me...

I love to watch the clouds race by,
Moving and changing form...

You know your words are painful,
Can't you see it in my eyes...

I hate the way it stares me down
Taunting everything that's me...

I know we've had our differences
But honestly, that doesn't matter...

I hate the way you make me feel,
Meaningless, neglected and sad...

As I sit up and look out the window
You ask me what's wrong...

Dear Dad;
I still can't believe your gone...

You say you are my friend
Yet you lie...

I always put myself back in this spot
Feeling used and tossed aside...

My body aches of sadness to think of my former...
& all the pathetic people that I've left...

Anyssa baby, I love you.
And try to stay strong...