My head is so messed up
I don't know what to do
The only thing I ever wanted
has gone 'cause of you

I try my best to smile
But it begins to fade
The only thing I think
Is of cutting with my blade

Anger in the form of music
Pain in the form of words...

A smile to cover my pain
A sleeve to cover my arm
No one needs to ever know
That I still self-harm

Why do I feel like this?
I just want to cry
Whats the point of living?
We are all going to die

I'm call for help but no words come out
I'm screaming inside, cant you hear me shout?
Tears are streaming down my face can no one see?
I'm losing blood, why aren't you saving me?

My tears have all dried up
I've got nothing left to cry
Now the only thing I want to do
Is curl up in the dark and die

If you don't tell me what I've done
How can I put it right?
You can try and just brush me off
But I'm not giving up without a fight

You can't play on broken strings
You can't use a pencil with broken lead
You can't take back the things you did
You can't erase the things you said

{from my poem mixed emotions}

Me and my heart got issues
Dont know if i should hate or miss you

[not written by me - from the song 'Issues' by the Saturdays but i love this line]