The pain that lingers
the feelings deep inside...

How many times can I say yes?
how many times WILL I say yes...

So soft, so smooth
it pricks into my back...

My secret is hidden well
wintin these walls...

As I write
I write to you...

Is it true?
Halting life for the one I love...

Laying, looking in the deep vast darkness of the...
trying to see a light at the end of my life...

Looking at what has happend
wondering where I would be without you...