Looking at what has happend
wondering where I would be without you...

Everything that I do is not good enough
everything I accomplish doesn't matter...

First I forgot the color of your eyes
then I forgot the color of your hair...

Talking to you about the things that matter the...
listening contently to your beautiful voice that I...

Wondering, waiting, persisting
while I sit in my room full of anguish...

Seeing one person up front
seeing another person all alone...

Sulking in my own jealousy
looking for the right moment...

Looking mysteriously into her eyes
looking into her soul...

Sulking in happiness
trying to reacha norm...

Filling up from the inside out
feeling everything getting smaller...

Anger with tolerance
tolerance with jealousy...

Laying, looking in the deep vast darkness of the...
trying to see a light at the end of my life...