Gradually then suddenly,
Thats how depression hits.

- Prozac Nation

"More and more, it feels like I'm doing a really bad impersonation of myself."

- Unknown

How am I meant to move forward, When the voices in my head won't let me forget my past?

The most powerful people aren't those who boast their superiority,
But those who play the victim, Knowing that they'll gain power slowly but steadily, And surely.

Well Actually,
To me everything IS a competition. The only way I can feel complete is when Ive torn apart someone else's dream.

Selfish [1] or Insecure[5]?

Always planning my next escape. Cant settle down, Cos I wont face realityy.

Youu either move on,
Or You just keep Breaking..

Im sick of switching between pretending to be happy& showing the painful truth of how I feel. I try to be happy, But the pain shows through. I hate bringing down everyone else around; Besides, Im sick of people asking "Whats wrong?"

Do you think I enjoy being moody? uncontrollable? unfriendly? and cold?
I hate this! I hate myself! But I just need someone to love me, or understand, or just listen!

I wont ever understand how you got over all this so quickly.
I used to think I actually meant something to you.