She says she's been where Im at,
So why won't she understand?
If she knows what I feel,
Then why doesn't she get that a few simple words from a stranger won't change the way I feel about myself.

'Ive always felt like this, so nothing will ever change..'

Unconttrolled maddness is created from misunderstood traumas

You're great at pointing fingers,
At everyone else but yourself.

Reality isnt my friend.
Nor is light, or people, or life.

Ive never felt beautiful.
Just ugly, worthless, and used.

You're like a car wreck on a highway.

Everyone knows what happened.
Everyones stops and stares.
But no one bothers to help out,
Because quite frankly, No one cares.

It's so hard that I try to bury it
Pretend that you didn't exist
So I can be strong
But I feel sick

- MADINA LAKE

So many nights I cried myself to sleep
Now that you love me, I love myself

Evanescence lyrics.

Good at walking away, terrible at moving on.