Behind my smile,
There lies the things you'll never understand...
You try to escape the pain,
But just continue to walk in rain...
With you,
Things go right...
Dreaming to sleep forever,
For dreams are sweeter than reality...
Thanks for everything,
For creating my double life...
You've must've forgotten,
Or you just feel too bad...
Don't you see how you're killing me?
You want someone else but still love me...
I remember how it used to be,
I could walk without a care...
I think about you all the time,
Because I know that you are mine...
I know things are hard and things are tough,
Things aren't working out...
No matter how many times I rise,
I'll always get pushed back down...
The fall brought my feelings to their Death,
I felt no more pain, sorrow, or happiness...