I hate Christmas and the holiday season, honestly...

Locked up by your silence
Why? what did I do...

You say you know what love means
All that tells me is that you've been fooled...

Dear friend,
Who you are is no secret...

When I read the words from our past
I wish it was still my reality...

Let it out my heart tells me
Speak to anyone...

Help
I swear I hear it...

Almost a year has past since we last spoke
one year since we laughed or cried together...

To tell you would be difficult
But keeping it all in is a slow suicide...

Disgusting so pathetic
With one inch left...

Ring, it screams in my ear
Ring, it calls again...

I feel as thought I am living
A life I wish not to live...