The sea can be calm,
It can be rough...

Each day is hard for me,
For all the hurt I've had...

I scream no one hears,
My cries for help...

How do we get through each day?
Living in a world of panic and anxiety...

I don't know why I harm myself,
I don't know why I exist...

Silent thoughts bring silent tears for those,
we miss and love so dear...

Worry
It's here day and night...

Looking upon the stars,
Wondering where you are...

You said you would always be right there,
For me yet you left...

My heart cries tears of anger and sadness,
Going to sleep the night...

Your smile is a distant memory,
My love for you will never disappear...

Red mist descends upon my world,
Fighting no to lose control...