I can feel people staring at me.
i can feel how they look at my arms
i can hear the whispers from others
i can feel the pain of their voices

yet you do nothing to help me?

You sit there in silence, then start talking once i leave
you stare at me from 5 feet away, then talk about me there

sooner than later im going to snap, i will crumble, my blood will be pouring out, yet you will still be talking about me.

STOP joking about cutting
STOP judging me
STOP looking at me like an outsider
STOP pretending to care when im around and then talking behind my back

your making me feel worse, your becoming one of them, i just cant anymore, so STOP

What if your soul mate's soul mate isn't you?

Is missing something you had worse than missing something you have always wanted yet never had?

It seems as though at least when you had something you know what your missing...

its worse not knowing.

You see me sitting alone in the corner, but do not come and say hi
you notice the twinkle of water in my eye but you offer no support
why do you do nothing why am i alone, if the roles were switched i would help you....

What bothers me about you, is that you take away that happy ending the movies promised to me.

your the reason happy endings make me cry sad tears.

I hate how you text me about needing hugs, when you go to her for everything else, when you have found "the one".

how is she the one when you come to me still?

Have you ever had to sleep on a wet pillow?
how bout dreaming your drowning only to wake up and your crying?
how bout going a week with out making another cut?

I cant remember the last time this didn't happen.

You might not be my best friend, i might not even know you but if you see my pain and their effects, why wont you say anything? ignoring makes the cuts go deeper.

just ask me how i am... or if something is wrong.