You're the only reason i ever feel alive...
you're the reason i feel okay when everything isn't okay.

Sometimes .. i wonder if im just being stubborn and trying to make this work...

and then all my those times with you come rushing back.. and i realize.. you cant make love work... it just does

Girls that pose as hores to be "cool"
Guys that use girls like some kind of tool
Kids on drugs and drinking to fit in
Children swearing like mad and kicking shins

*from my new poem "Kid's Today"

We used to talk about meeting and about our future...
now we cant even say hai without an awkward silence...
what happened?

And i like other guys now, and i see other guys
you call every so often and, tell me you miss me, then tell me about another girl..
as soon as i hang up i cry...
i wish i was that girl still

We both knew we'd never last...
we both knew that we would never be more than dreamers...
so why did we bother trying and fall in love anyways?

Him: "good luck with him"
her: "yea thanks..."
*clicks phone off*
*cries herself to sleep knowing she still loves him*

Dont say you love me, please dont. I just finally let you go, and everytime you say it i fall back into your spell

Different enough for that spark of atttraction..
yet alike enough to spend hours on the phone together...
that's me and him [=

Crying at night, at the thought of being apart from you..
dreaming during class to see your face...
savoring every moment i get to talk to you...
is that what love is supposed to be?