It was so close and you were almost mine
I had hoped tomorrow everything would work out fine
I wanted to be with you
You said you wanted me to
There was only one problem...
She's still in love with you

And the way you make me feel so happy
Is a way that no one else can!

And i don't know what this feeling is...
and i don't know what to do...
i feel like i should care...
i'm in this mess because of you!!!

Go Ahead! and drink my memory away
you'll be the one who lost it all in the end!!!

And as my liver starts to fail
and my body it rots from the inside out from all the pills i've just taken...
the smile on my face is real!

I'd give anything to be the one in your arms
i'd be anyone to be your lucky charm
i'd do anything if you left her side
i'd love to love you and not have to cry...

I just want to love someone who loves me....

& i just don't wanna hurt anymore!!!

You knew her better than all of us, and you know where this will lead
It's a life, love and family, not heroin you need!

-from my poem Just Like Her-

And quite posibly
This is the end to me...