And i can't stop this ache!!!

And i forget sometimes that there are people like me...

(they is always someone who knows what your going through... you just have to be lucky enough to have met them)

The days when i go to school feeling confident, and Alive...
Those are the days when people tear me down inside...

-from my poem "And I Let You"-

You push people away... when you need them the most
i tell people i need them and i'm not ok... and they still walk away.
you want someone to notice your upset without saying anything
i want someone to stay when i tell them...
I Am Not Ok

I'm living not to lose you.. while your dying to forget me...

I'm the best at making the worst decisions! :(

You never know what you have until its gone... and now your gone:(

And i felt like no one could or would ever want me again. then you told me you did... this was a feeling hard to comprehend. it felt good the second i heard it and it cut, deep, peircing into my heart the second you took it away....

I'm finely not ok
I've broken down
And I don't know what this is I feel
But it's a feeling none the same
This is really hard, and I don't know what to do
I'm trying and I hope you are too

Love is somthing earned... not fooled into!