Im not scared of death.
Im Just scared of Leaving this Life.

Im so weak.
I Feel him at my fingertips.
Then he is gone.
no longer there,
Doing his own stuff
a.k.a the drugs.
While I hurt for him.
I dont know how to help him.
But I do know
He dont deserve this.

All of a sudden my heart burns.
It picks up speed.
I miss him so much
Yet..
He is out of my reach..

The choices i make
Nobody's going to like
The choices i want
Everyones going to judge
But this choice is mine.
So I don't care whats on everyone elses
mind.

Your the best thing that ever happened.
The best thing in my life.
And if you changed and there isn't any more lies.
Well Im here willing to give it another try

You see the best in others,
See their great and their potential.
But you dont see your ups
Just the downs.
See yourself as bad.
But one day i will make you see just how amazing you are. Not to me or everyone else.
But to yourself.

People have tried to figure me out, some have succeeded, some have no clue. When truth of it is..... i haven't figured myself out.

Funny.Ever notice how people say theres plenty of time2find the right one?2not speed things up.Then they complain that life comes by way 2fast,2short and do as much as possible and FAST..I think its a lil confusing but somehow in our minds it makes sense.

Keep trying. Keep trying.Im here by your side yet you still dont notice. Dont know how else to show you. So ill stay by your side. Maybe eventually you'll see. how much you could ever mean to me.

If its whatever to you. Why should i care too.? I wont leave you i promise. But im not pausing my life for you.