I never understood the music..

They sing of love, Fairytales, and happy endings one minute.....

Then the next it's sad, lonly, and dreary...

I don't understand it...

I'm not clueless, or bubble headed. I know what's exactly going on, I don't like it. I never wanted to be in love.

I never realized how many times I cried...

.....Until I looked in the mirror and saw my bloodshot eyes.

I never want to sing my worries away, because I don't ever want to worry....

...We never get what we want, do we?

Those lyrics I write, are only the beginning of another tragic love song.

So, yeah, I fell down hard and deep. Yeah, I never cried once.... Know why? Because you loved me just as much!

Those things I screamed at you, the whole "I really don't love you." I only screamed that at you to convince my self that I didn't love you... But in the end I was wrong...

The first hundred years are the hardest, don't try to understand everything, you never will. Just continue to learn and keep fighting, never forget, there is always someone waiting for you to fall.

I never wanted anything more, never wanted anything less. Just wanted that perfect middle in-between. What I got was a smack in the face, An " I hate you, go away." I know what I felt was pain..

I stayed by your side all of these years, I was your friend, the one you held dear. I never even felt the tears roll down... until it was too late. You were too far out of reach to date.