It hurts so much to look at you and know I will never be a part of that smile again...

I don’t love you.

in fact, i don’t even really like you.

and if i think about you for too long at a time, you actualy repulse me.

sorry.

and even that’s a lie.

No.
I Don’t understand.

But you get angry when I ask questions, so I’ll keep my mouth shut.

I don’t think I could bear your anger
on top of my own hate for myself.

It hurts so much to look at you and know I will never be a part of that smile again…

And even the most vital of my signs
are being corroded
by your rain..

Lock me in you
EternalEmbrace.
Forever your I will stay
so long as you’ll
have me.

&&I’m cold.
perpetualy cold.
warm me, my love.
no one ever has to know…

I’m glad this is the last time I will see you-

I dont want to remember how it was before….
...

I dont want today to end-

I’m not ready to let you go…

Does it make you feel better
knowing you have girls
fawning over you
unable to sleep
tossing, turning, crying
wondering where you are
wondering if you too
are unable
to sleep?

All I want is my breath back becuase you stole it and it hurts so much not being able to breath